I haven’t been able to sleep lately, there’s so much on my mind and it’s ruining everything.
can society stop conditioning us to think that having a bf and going to school and then getting a job and having all these friends means you have a good life and are normal
because i’d really like to stop worrying that my life is going nowhere and means nothing
all i want to do is read books and watch tv god fucking damn it
trying to write my essay and the guy I like started talking to me on facebook
I miss how playful and comfortable we were together.
I miss your lame jokes and sarcastic comments.
I miss staying up till 4 in the morning telling each other our deepest and darkest secrets.
I miss our weird conversations and your how your cynical, sarcastic personality greatly strangely complimented mine.
But, I guess most of all, I just miss how you made my heart skip a beat or maybe two and my stomach twist every time I see your name on my phone or hear your voice.
I miss you and I love you.
But, you’ll never know.